Hug the Softness

It's amazing how a hug can be so comforting. Sometimes it onlt takes a such small gesture for someone to feel loved and cared for.

Hubby and I make it a norm for us to hug our boys every morning, every time that we can get a hug and end our day with a hug.

They are .. after all boys. I don't take the opportunity to hug them now, they might not want me to hug them when they grow older.
(By then, perhaps hugging is only reserved for their friends, girlfriends and wife.)

Hugging my happy babies.

Cherishing every hug that I get.

I've submitted this photo in the Kleenex-Hug the Softness contest.

Do vote for us as your favourite "huggable" family. (Hahahaha..) 

How to do it?

1) Click on this link: http://apps.facebook.com/hugthesoftness/latest-entries.aspx?id=635

2) Go to Gallery

3) Search for our photo. I've submitted it under my full name "Woo Yi Lei".

 (currently on page 16 of the Popular Entries. So if you are reading this after 15th April...look for us from  page 16 onwards.)

4) VOTE!

5) Share if you find us so huggable that you can't resist not sharing. :P 

Contest ends at 1pm (Malaysian Time) , 3rd June 2014.

Thanx in advance! ;)

If you would also like to stand a chance to win attractive prizes up to RM10,000.00, you may click on the link and go to the Home button and find out more! :)

Let's all share our hugs! 

*HUGS*

P/S: this photo was a family effort as hubby was the photographer. :P

Memories of him

I have a confession to make.

Til today, I can't bring myself to watch our wedding video.

Why?

Because I cried and it was captured.

LOL!

Kidding..

Yes, I cried but it was tears of joy.

I was very touched by the video that our friends were "forced" to say a few words about us.

But today, if I watch our wedding video, it won't be tears of joy. I can only watch the wedding up til before my dad appears.

Once he's on... tears just come rolling down. 

Such a softy I am.. 

I know I can't keep going on this way. I've "put aside" a lot of things that reminds me of him.

Can't seem to toughen up.

Perhaps some day I will, some day it won't hurt so badly.

My late father was such a sport on our wedding day.

He played his "role" standing at the stairs "blocking" hubby's way.

He checked hubby's "letter of promise" and even asked him to add one last sentence before allowing him to go upstairs.

Happy Birthday Daddy.

Every year I wish I could say this to you and hug you.

And hear you say "Thank you."

It's my 4th year telling you Happy Birthday virtually.

I know that there will never be a day that I will get to hug you and hear you say Thank You again.

I will just settle for what I have for now.

Happy Birthday Daddy.

I love you..

so much that I still cry when I write about you.

Have a great time with God. 

:)

Making Baby #3: Poser Baby

I think I posted a fair share about James when he was growing up. So I feel like I owe Lucas this much... to have one post that is only about him.

LOL.

But if you follow my Dayre, you can see that I speak more of Lucas than James now. #horriblemama
Dunno how to "balance". :P

Anyway.. I just realized that Lucas is so good at posing. Especially if you use the front camera and show him.. him. hahhaa
#selfiebaby

Here's evidence of his ability to pose.

The "I hate car seats but I'm forced to sit in it" Face.

The "I can go anywhere I want by just flashing you a smile" Face.

The "this pillow is MINE" Face.

The "what happen to my hair" Face.

The "I only love to eat biscuits, don't you dare snatch it away from me" Face.

The "sweet dreams" Face.

And here's a photo taken by a lady we met at a coffee place.

She said he's very handsome  (a very sweet girl at first, before hubby corrected her and said that he's a boy!)

So she came over and took some photos.She used the front camera.. selfie style.

She made the right move..selfie baby is a selfie expert.

But I have to say, her phone camera is quite good!

(It's a Samsung btw. :P)

If you're wondering how come we got the photo, she sent it to hubby right after taking them.

Yes, it does feel weird to have a stranger taking photos of my baby. But when she told hubby that "the greatest pleasure today was to see that perfect smile from Lucas." made me realized that not everyone out there is out to harm you.

I've read that we don't realize how much a smile would mean to a stranger. It actually saves lives!

but of course, I'm not implying that she was going to end hers. I don't know her.

I'm just saying that.. probably she had a bad day and seeing Lucas made it all better for her. You never know what a simple smile (in this case a cheerful baby) could mean to others. 

Here's to many more smiles (pose) from this boy. 

I love my cheerful babies. :))

(sorry.. have to end it with "babies" instead of "baby"... I can't ignore the fact that I have two happy babies. :) )

Here we go again!

I'd usually start my "first post" after a long time with my sons.. I'm gonna make it a little different this time. Tell you about my husband.

He's not very interesting actually and not cute. (Not cute doesn't mean not handsome.. ahhh!!.)
BUT he deserves some "limelight" (even if he doesn't want to) cause I spent almost 11 years with him. :O

More than a decade with one man???!!!???
Ok la.. I spent 2.5 decades with my dad. So he's got like 15 years to break my dad's record. :P

We've been officially married for 5 years now. What has changed?

We look a lot older of course.

LOL.

Kinda like pointing out the obvious.

The other obvious thing is that both of has grown side ways but of course, hubby looks a lot better and I look just... like a lady that is pregnant all the time.

There's been a lot going on at home.. over the many years what we've been living apart on weekdays and now that hubby's back in KL, we also have our struggles.

But I'm glad to be going through tough times with him cause when he's not calm, I am and when I'm not, he is. That's what they called "balanced marriage" y'all! 

WTH.. no such thing as "balanced marriage" la..

Ask any married old couple, they will tell you is about patience,tolerance, sometimes one-sided , sometimes both sides explode and definitely, shit happens laaaa. Got perfect couple one meh? Don't think so lor.

Anyway, I don't think I should bore you about my marriage and my hubby (told you he's not an interesting person)... :P

Here are cuter and more interesting photos!

Firstly, here's our elder boy. He's 4 years and 3.5months old. I was just telling hubby that being a SAHM, I get to watch my kids grow but I get kinda emotional watching them grow so fast. It's like.. "what happen to my bubbly baby?"

Ok, he's still a cheerful boy and he does and says all sorts of funny things that just make you just forget about your stressful day.

A selfie with the elder boy.

He's so skinny now!!

Where has all the chubbs gooonnnnneeee???

but he eats quite a lot, even more than me!

How commmmeeee??

He's now 19.1 kg.

All skin and bones but still not easy on my arms when he wants/needs to be carried.

He's grown up that he knows how to do a lot of things by himself.

Like wearing his own socks and shoes. 

Automatically washing hands after food or if he finds himself dirty.

Helping me out with Lucas when he sees that Lucas has done his business on his potty.

Such a good big brother he is.

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Making funny poses with a friend in a clinic.

They don't look sick when they see each other la.

Boys will be boys.. 

Here's Lucas. He's now 8months and 5 days old. Only about 9kg. A little on the smaller side compared to James when he was an infant. But it doesn't really matter cause James was mostly formula milk fed and Lucas is breastfed til now. So I guess it's not an apple to apple comparison and as long as they are both healthy, doesn't matter if it's breast milk or formula milk la.

At about 7.5months, he could sit down quite steadily and play.

Not necessarily on his own.

This boy wants people to accompany him all the time and most of time, he wants me.

Another double-sided tape in the making.

OOops.. didn't realize this photo is so blur but I'm gonna post it anyway la.

Most people asks me if he's a girl/boy.

why ar? So girl-ish meh his looks?

And many times, people tell me .."Your baby got boy-ish look."

Ermmm... He's a boy!!

Spending time with him on the floor.

He's got really charming eyes.

Every time I look at his photo, I'm mesmerized. 

LOL.

He's also learnt to self feed... biscuits.

Why they grow up so fast one???

Whatever he can grab, it goes straight into his mouth.

So this is considered the dangerous "phase" cause he is mobile (he crawls around very quickly) and the fact that he puts anything that he can find into his mouth is worrisome.

So we have to keep an eye on him all the time.

Which makes things a little difficult for me cause the only time I can get things done is when he's asleep.

So thank God he takes long naps when he's suppose to.

And a selfie!

He's getting really good at selfies now. 

All my fault.. I know.

Hubby and I are superbly proud of our sons.

They both are cheerful babies.

Both have a character and personality of their own.

I guess being parents, the proudest thing is to have both of them loving each other.

They really look forward to see each other every morning and every time after James finishes school.

James is just as excited to get home and Lucas gets so excited when he sees James walking in.

As a SAHM, I get to prepare my own meals... and lately, I'm on like a "sandwich phase" and can be an ambassador for Massimo Wheat Germ bread cause I buy like 2 loaves every week! :P

Actually, sandwiches are the easiest to prepare cause it's fast and not much cleaning to be done.

(Time is precious ok!)

I've had so many sandwiches over the last few weeks that I can open Sandwich shop d. hahaha.. 

Smoked Salmon with Egg and Alfalfa Sandwich.

Grilled Cheese Sandwich.

Ham, Grilled pineapple, Wild Rocket and Arugula.

Grilled Pineapple, Pesto Chicken and Alfalfa Sandwich.

Smoked Salmon, Baby Spinach, Alfalfa and Cheese Sandwich.

Banana and Kaya Sandwich.

Baked beans and Telur Mata Kerbau Sandwich

Told you I can start selling sandwiches. 

hahahaha..

and be an ambassador for bread.

I also enjoy making Frittatas now. Cause I make one time and can eat like 4 meals. It can be kept over 1-2days.

Baby Spinach, Onions and Tomatoes Frittata.

Cauliflower, Broccoli and Onions Frittata.

I call the my #lazymama dishes cause sandwiches and Frittata are so easy to prepare that it's really meant for lazy mothers like me. :P

 ANNNNNDDDDDDD...
I finally went back to the kitchen and "re-heat" my oven!
SOOOOOO HAPPPPYYY!!!

Thanx to my sis cause she requested for a cake for her birthday. hahahaha..
I'm glad that I manage to pace myself and found time to bake. It's all about time management!! (che wah!)

A lovely cake which I think looks more like a wedding cake.

Vanilla Cake with Strawberry Buttercream.

How it looks inside.

I added some heart shaped sprinkles in it. 

Shouldn't have cause it looks like it's got red pimples everywhere.

Nevermind, now that I know.. I won't do it again!

Only add colourful sprinkles!

I blog more on Dayre these days. So if you'd like more up-to-date or "live feed" of my daily life, you can follow me on Dayre.

Just go to Play Store or App Store and download the App on your phone/tablet.

Sign up and search for me .. "cikumuffin".

On your computer you can view my Dayre here.

So long for now! hopefully it won't take me another 6 months to write my next post. :P

What's happening?

I'm physically & mentally tired, yet I'm blogging. (I know I know, go rest la! want to blog some more. *I can hear my hubby & mum saying that*). but I just drank a cup of coffee, Lucas is asleep, house work are done and my older kid is still in school.
So I can take this opportunity to do something that I use to have time for. (Of course, I also love to take this "free" time to sleep or exercise, again, I just drank a cup of coffee and I just had lunch. So both also can't do lor.)

Anyway, I have no idea what title to use as this post cos I'm mentally exhausted to come up with something that appeals to my readers (as though got so many readers). I've become absolutely thick skinned since I gave birth...to James. hahahaha.. So if you can't take my self-praise,self-love,self everything.. then don't read. Of course deep inside I wish you wouldn't stop reading. (OK, the coffee's working cos I'm rambling!)

Here's what's been happening in my "happening life".

1) James, Lucas, James, Lucas, James, Lucas
It's been a testing 1.5 months and it hasn't ended. First, James came back from school with flu & cough then it spread to Lucas. Then Lucas had tear gland block (which is common amongst infants). Then a few days after, James came home with viral fever.
Then we brought Lucas for his vaccination and he had fever (which is normal after vaccination, their body reaction.). Thank God he recovered with just a dose of paracetamol.

When they are unwell, I get even less sleep cause I have to be on "alert mode" at night. Just in case, James temperature shoots up or Lucas chokes on his phlegm when he had flu & cough.

And now, James still has flu and a lil cough. I'm still on "alert mode" cause we're afraid that he might develop fever cause you really don't know what kind of infection and bla bla bla. I'm praying superbly hard that it won't spread to Lucas cause I'm exhausted.

Having said that, it's all worth it cause every morning I get greeted by a cheerful & chatty baby and a manja toddler. The fact that I get to hug & kiss them every morning and throughout the day, made my effort all worth it.

They make me go "It's all worth it!" every day. 

My boys & I.

2) Breastfeeding
Pumping milk is like taking care of another child. So I have like 3 kids to care for.

If I don't pump milk on time, my boobs will start  getting really painful (TMI) & my mood will then be irritable.

Pumping milk takes about 20-30minutes. Every 3-4hours. So ya, do the math. I do have another kid to attend to.

Nevertheless, it's all worth it again! To know that Lucas is drinking the best milk (not necessary cheapest milk cause I spend a lot of money on supplements & nutrituous food, just so that he can have them in his milk.) that only I can provide, makes all these pumping and latching hours worth it.

I'm a cow! MOOOOOOOOO!!

3) Everything else 
Of course, everything else doesn't stop. I still have to juggle whatever else that is necessary. No need for me to name it la, cause you already know.

I'm just thankful to have my mum helping me out on weekdays and hubby helping me out on weekends.
If not, you wouldn't hear from me for years! hahaha.. kidding..

My mum's a social butterfly, so she does deserve to be mentioned here. She sacrificed her social life to help me out in caring for Lucas because I need to send James to school and Lucas can't go on long car rides without company just yet.

At times when I'm tired, she tells me to just rest and she will help me out with both kids, even though she & James speaks two different languages. God bless her.

My mum and James at her 56th birthday celebration.

4) Bidding farewell to my memory
The other thing that is happening.. which is not so happening, is my forgetfulness. So many occasion, I forgot why I went to the supermarket. Ended up coming home with everything else but not why I went to the supermarket for. -_-"
I'm just glad that I haven't forgotten my sons and my hubby's name. LOL. If that happens, it really means I need a break!

On another note:
James is now 3 years and 10 months old. He's now asking us a lot of "WH" questions. The toughest that he has asked so far:
1) Why is this toe SOOOOO BIG? ( referring to his big toe)
2) Why are there so many houses?

Yup.. they make you ... *sweat* for a moment.

Lucas is now 12 weeks old. He's growing healthily and steadily. He's now 6.5kg but he doesn't have that baby fat layers on his arms and abdomen like James used to have...yet! He definitely has those cheeks and thighs. I just love hugging him. If he's big enough, I would just.. squeezzzeeeee him! *geram* :P

My man & my boys. 

I live my life for them.
(che wah, like such a big sacrifice but ya, no words can describe how much they mean to me!)
:)

Note: I started this post after lunch (that's about 130pm). Then Lucas woke up, James came back from school, it was time to attend to both of them and being a cow. Then everything else that I have to do til now. It's already 9.50pm. Hahaha.. 

Oh well, a post better than no post. ;P

Will they get along?

Most people asked how is James taking the arrival of his brother.

I can tell you, we were really worried about him showing dislike/hatred towards Lucas as he is very clingy to me.

Turns out, God prepared him and he accepted Lucas really well. Even called him, his baby. Every day he tells me that he likes his baby.
(In my heart, ya, your baby...mummy carried him for 9months,  went through labour pain, losing sleep cos of breastfeeding and you call him..your baby????)
But of course,  I encouraged him and told him that it's lovely that he likes Lucas and I do pray that Lucas will like James too.

I do believe it has to work both ways. Not just a one way street thing.
I pray that they will grow up to love and like each other. Of course, fights and arguments are expected but in the end, their love for each other will be the one keeping them together.

James has been doing very well as a big brother besides occasionally asking for my attention, which I feel every child is entitled to.

Here's James entertaining Lucas. ♥

Making Baby #3: Hello World!

It's been 3 weeks since the birth of our 2nd son. I thought I should write a post before my confinement lady leaves and I won't know when would I be blogging next... can't be pumping breast milk and blogging can I? :P

When I was 38 weeks pregnant, I get messages from close friends and family members asking if there's any sign of labour. Guess they too were excited to greet our baby. Haha.

Finally, on a Thursday, I replied them "Yes, I'm in labour." instead of "Nope, still no pain, no leakage, no spotting and whatsoever."

However, the contractions were so mild and 1.5 hours apart, I didn't take much action except informing my hubby to be prepared and called my gynae, who was pretty cool about it and told me to see him only the next day, unless the contraction gets stronger before my appointment with him.

Yup, I was in labour for more than 24hours. To be exact, the mild contraction lasted til I was sent to the labour room right after my appointment (Dr did an internal check and found out that I was already dilated). So I was in labour for almost 36hours and it was only "active" after the Dr broke my water bag.

My "active labour" only lasted 2.5 hours. (Thank God!)

Even though I have experience giving birth, every labour is different.

This time around, I didn't feel any pain until I was already about 6-7cm dilated. I chose not to take any drugs til then. (Tried to be a hero laaa..) When it reached 6-7cm, the contractions came so strong and fast that even my hubby didn't know how to react. We really thought that the wait will be longer, but turns out to be superbly fast.

When I had the urge to push, my gynae was stuck in a jam. Yup, I went FML!
I could feel the baby coming out, the midwife also told me the baby's head is popping out, so she did her best to keep me from pushing and I was told to just use the "laughing gas" to control myself.
So basically, while waiting for my gynae to arrive, I was concentrating on inhaling "laughing gas".
In case you are wondering if laughing gas makes you laugh... NO! not when you are in labour pain that is.

My gynae arrived, got himself ready and everyone was ready .....andddd.... I don't have the urge to push!
I uttered "Aiya, where is it when everyone's ready?"
And I could even have a conversation with my gynae. Midwives and my hubby by my side, all just looking at me and waiting. *AWKWARD*

After 15 minutes of everyone (except for me) shouting 1...2...3.. PUSHHHHH! PUSH PUSH PUSH PUSH PUSH!, we heard our baby crying.

Say Hi to Lucas!

Our 2nd boy.

Lucas is born with G6PD deficiency. (You can read more about it by clicking on the link.)
When we went for his check up on the 4th day, his jaundice level shot up and we had to admit him into the hospital. I checked myself in as well as I am breastfeeding him. So we spent about 4 days in the hospital til his jaundice level was safe to go home.

Because he is G6PD deficient, we were advised to keep him under the morning sun every day just to ensure that his jaundice level stays low.

Here he is 3 weeks and 3 days old.

A little fact about my two boys, their weight when they were born are the same, 2.94kg.

What a coincidence eh?

My husband and I are very thankful for all the wishes from everyone and most importantly, we thank God for this beautiful gift that He has given to us.

Lucas was born just 3 days before I celebrated my 30th birthday. 

I would not ask for a better way to mark the end of my twenties. :)

Making Baby #3: 36, 37 & 38weeks- Ready....Steady....

Can't go yet...sigh.

I'm already 38weeks pregnant and our baby is showing no sign of wanting to meet the world just yet. His head is fully engaged.( for those who are not familiar with pregnancy terms, head fully engaged means his head is down in the birth canal, in position for natural birth.) Has been for the last two weeks and still. .he's enjoying the comfort of being in my belly.

Many people told me, (my gynae included) that 2nd child will come out earlier than the first.  My first came out at 37-38weeks.  Looks like this theory doesn't work for me. Hahaha..

My hubby and I will keep telling him, make it today baby. Mummy and daddy can't wait to hug and kiss you..but...it's not working.  He probably go..."Nah! The world's cruel..mummy's belly is comfy."
Hahhaaha..:P

This morning I asked our eldest son to talk to his younger brother and tell him to come out. He went "Come out Didi! Shake shake shake..shake shake shake..come out didi!"
(He did a dance while saying/singing it. So you can imagine how adorable that was.)

What would life be without such entertainment from our toddler. :))

Here's me at 38weeks, my belly's very tight and heavy, really look like I have a huge watermelon strapped on my abdomen.

Making Baby #3: 33, 34 & 35weeks- Gestational Diabetes, Weight & Baby's size

I'm horrible at updating about my journey in this pregnancy.  If I'm my baby, I would be screaming. ..SO UNFAIR! !!

Oh well..mummy did try, baby. I still love you..will love you..forever.

Ok..back to updating about my pregnancy. It has been a testing 3weeks as I went through some emotional rides with my obgyn nagging me (or more of telling me off) and then discovered that I have borderline diabetes and then losing 3kgs and having a horrible sore throat/cough all at the same time!

Really..I went FML so many times for the whole of the 3weeks.

1) My yo-yo weight
I gained 3kgs out of a sudden.  Ok..not really out of a sudden.  I've been gaining 2-3kgs every month throughout my pregnancy and only one month..I didn't gain any weight. I got nagged ( badly) by my gynae. His words affected me so badly that I had to seek comfort.  Thank God for a strong hubby and amazing friends.

If you are wondering, how much weight I've gained to deserve such nagging. It was 16kgs.

Then I fell sick at 33weeks. Had a horrible viral infection.  By 35weeks, I lost 3kgs.

Who was happiest?  You guessed it right..
My gynae. Hahaha.

So my total weight gain as of today is 13kgs.

Not too much right? You would say.
Buuuuutttttt....I still got nagged during my check up.
-_-

Oh well..I will just have to take everything everyone says with a pinch of salt. Cos really. .if I allow words to disturb me..I might not enjoy my last month of this pregnancy and my poor baby will feel it.

So I shall just eat la. ( ok, I don't simply eat. I have been watching what I eat throughout my pregnancy and exercising.  So why the weight gain? Really..I.have.no.idea.)

2) Borderline Gestational Diabetes
So I had to go through a round of gestational diabetes (GD) test because of my last "jump" in my weight.

And the results did not turn out great.

I have borderline GD. That explains the weight gain even though I watch my diet and exercise.

You must be wondering,  then how come I lose weight just like that too? 
Beats me. Hahaha...Dr thinks that I'm watching what I eat more but he really need to know..I haven't changed my diet. All still the same also can lose weight.  How laaaaaa...

Anyway. ..back to having diabetes.  It's genetic and hormones triggered it. That's what the professional says.

What I also found out is that my reading may have been incorrect because I had viral infection then.

I did another test. My gynae took my reading 3times in one day, just to see when my glucose level shoots up and whether I would need medical intervention to control my sugar level.

My results for all 3times ( fasting and non fasting) was way below the marker.

So do I have diabetes?
Yes, borderline according to my gynae.

Confusing..I know!

I was emotional because I found out through internet search (sometimes we really should avoid Google) that my baby might be born with diabetes and all sorts of complication that comes with it.

But I was assured, because it's only borderline. .my son will not be born with diabetes.  ( You don't know how happy I was when I heard that.)

3) Big baby...small baby
Another thing that has been bugging me.

To be honest,  I'm not bothered whether my baby will be born big or small. I only pray for a healthy one.

But because since 9 weeks, he has been growing 2weeks bigger than his supposed size. I was told to prepare for a big baby.

Then towards the last few check up...I was told he will be normal size. Meaning 3kg or less.

Then after discovering that I have GD, I was told to prepare for a big baby again!

So..big or normal or small now?
*confusing*

The only reason why I want to know is to mentally prepare myself when I head into labour.

Finally,  my gynae told us that he can only give an estimated size of the baby at 36weeks. 
So ..we shall wait.. *patience*

4) Being sick during pregnancy
It started with a superbly painful throat then I started coughing.

The cough was so bad that my muscles ached every time I cough. It's also cause of the belly weight.

It hurt so badly til I told my husband that I prefer labour pain. Yup..I was in a "FML" mode.

With the sore throat and cough I also lost 2-3weeks of sleep. Couldn't lie down and sleeping seated is just too uncomfortable.  So I only had about 4-5hours of sleep a day. ( contributed to the weight loss.)

After 2weeks. .I could finally sleep buuuuttttt...the haze came! And then I find myself being superbly sensitive towards the smell and my sleep got disrupted again.

By now, sleep is luxury!

There you go..my 3weeks of pregnancy was an emotional ride, confusing and battling illness ..oh and at the same time juggling my daily job. (No Medical Leave)

How did I do it?
I just did it la.
No voice also must raise my non existence voice when my toddler misbehaves, not enough sleep also must wake up early to send my son to school and back. All I can do is pray and complain to my loving husband (he's really very good at listening by now cos he knows, that's the best he can do & I will still have to continue with my daily routine.) and my wonderful girlfriends for telling me to just hang on in there.

Sorry that this post is so lengthy, what to do..it's 3weeks of rambling. 
Also apologise for the lack of photos as I'm blogging from my mobile.  For those who prefer photos than words, sorry la.

Having said all that, I'm thankful to be healthy again and to feel my baby punching, hicupping, stretching, kicking, bull dozing his way down every day. I really can't wait to meet him. :)))

Here's a photo of me at 36weeks,  I can't sit like a lady and I waddle when I walk now.

Big baby or small baby, who cares. As long as he's healthy. :))

Making Baby #3: 32weeks-Sleepless nights

The final month is always to prepare us for midnight feeds. Just when I'm about to fall into deep sleep....uh-oh...need to pee!

Then it will be a struggle to fall back asleep cos of the heavy belly and the fact that one can only sleep on their left or right side. (It's not advisable to sleep on our backs when we are at this stage.)

So yup. ..definitely feels like a midnight feed prep. But of course after midnight feeds you can just make yourself fall back asleep easily provided your child didn't fuss much.

I do pray that our baby will be the kind to just drink and sleep. Mummy really need to sleeeeeeepppppp!!!

The photo's me at 32weeks pregnant. 

It's 2.03am now (Malaysian time)...you guessed it right...I can't fall back asleep.  ( Mainly cause I'm having this horrible sore throat. Another story another week.) So I decided to blog from my mobile. :P